Monday, August 27, 2007

First Day of Classes

Woot! I love Baby Bio (genaral biology for non majors) and German I so far! Biology is already so interesting because I have FOUR different professors teaching different parts of the course. That's a bit of a nervous rush for me. In German we introduced ourselves, told where were from and our major in German. I am in the same course with a friend and former co-worker from my job at the Norton. I'm so glad I meeting people. So far the bulk of my friends have a high school diploma from Spanish River High. I'm already looking up yoga courses and scouting out for a debate team to join. Tomorrow I have german, english and german cinema. I can't wait!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Finally able to breathe

Alright! It's been a while but I I'm settled in and ready for the semester ahead *and whatever little quirks come in between.* I've gotten so much done since mom left and I'm feeling good about that. I lost my FSU Card which by the way is equivalent to my LIFE so I had a hell of a time trying to get everything back to normal and on track again. I'm on another scholarship search and I'm meeting some pretty cool people....no friends yet, but that will come with some time and comfort. I'm pretty sure that this semester will be a good one. Me and mike are going to spend some time together for our fourth year anniversary :) I've come a long way as a female, friend and a human being. I expect it to only get better once I start making STRAIGHT A's... well at least try to :)Biology for non majors, enc 1101, german I and german cinema are my classes for this fall. I'll be fairly busy studying and doing yoga at the gym. It's almost together and I love it.

Friday, August 3, 2007

beautiful

The Goo Goo Dolls concert was just that... beautiful. I use to find myself refusing to play their CD's out of fear of me getting sick of them... And Tonight I saw them for the FIRST TIME EVER... I will hold that with me for the rest of my life. I don't think I've ever cried so much! I could have made river! haha. Sarah was really sweet too. She bought me a goo goo dolls poster for my birthday tonight. I opened it up in the car and started to cry again. The Goos are truely my favorite band in the universe and I'm glad I got at least see Sarah and Zack and be with Mike... This was so incredibly important to me. No other band can reach Goo status in my head. They took me back to the 90's when things were all good! I think the line that got me going was "There's nothing we can do about, the things we have to do without, the only way to feel again is let love in..." Oh yeah...that's when the water works started.

"Yeah! You have become, Yeah you have become- Beautiful"

Monday, July 23, 2007

August 20th

The date that I am dying to approach. My spirit for the summer is gone because of my belief that I will be totally broke with college, and because I have a boyfriend that is difficult to keep up with between two jobs :) The Goo Goo Dolls are my ALL TIME FAVORITE BAND IN THE UNIVERSE!! And I may just give the tickets away because my wonderful bf decided to forget and work on that night :) I keep adding smiley faces just to have a cue to not cry haha.

I hate being a girl sometimes because I get so moody and it drives me crazy. Maybe I will go to the concert and get stranded their trying to hitch a ride home like my loser friends do. I should call some people at 11:30 at night and tell them to pick me up.... man I hate Dennis.

The museum is awesome. The exhibition is August 2nd and I'll have my art done by tomorrow. I feel so accomplished when I'm their and I love the people I work with (with of course a few exceptions) But I realized that it does me no good to deprive myself of rest over the summer... no matter how bad it seems I need money. I won't do this to myself again (yeah...wait till next summer :P ) haha.

My rant is complete.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

when....

When will this worry inside me subside?! I spent $500 within a 20 minute period and I had to work about about a months time to get even that much! *sigh* all of my adult friends are probably laughing at my rant, but it's really depressing... I had hoped that I would have no financial worries and now I'm already considering a job during school. I cannot get over the fact that my mother asked me for $100 because she was short on rent? It seems totally pointless now that I've wasted my summer working two jobs just to have nothing to show for it by the beginning of the year. On a brighter side I found out that I got a couple hundred dollars from Competitive student grant thing. It was a nice surprise despite all this. I'm terrified about my meal plan I don't think I'll be able to afford it.... This is probably why i'm getting sick.

When will I stop worrying?

Thursday, June 28, 2007

oops...

I've been dying to get comments from people on my blog, but I put the setting on for members only to leave me a comment! Sorry about that. EVERYONE can leave a comment now :) Work is still good as of late. I'm still thriving in the IT department at the Norton. Tomorrow I get my first paycheck :) I'm going to the Marilyn Manson and Slayer concert and I'll be buying tickets to see the Goo Goo Dolls on August 3rd. I am soo excited! I lost my phone for a day and a half and nearly had a heartattack. I didn't realize how big a part a cell phone played in my life... I thought about changing my phone number sometime soon once I start school. I need a swift kick to get me to read the "summer reading" that I was doing so well on before. The fourth of July is coming up and I have no clue what I want to do... Lois might invite me to come to the 4th on Flagler I don't know who else is coming. Well I'll write later :)

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

The Norton

So far everthing is awesome. I've worked at the norton on Thurs, Fri, Mon, Tues, and today. I also worked at Pizza Girls on Saturday and Sunday. I'm not exhausted but it would be nice to sleep in for once. haha my bedtime is 11:00pm, but I don't know how long that's going to last if I want to start waking up at six instead of seven in the morning. O well I'll work it out. This up coming Friday is my first day off in eight days! I'm excited about all the sleep I probably won't get. but that's what I chose so I can't complain. Working with the IT department at the Norton is fun. They are an awesome group and I feel right at home helping them with the project. I'm basically making a tracking system for all the computers and printers in the ENTIRE museum... :) fun stuff. I'm also observing how tours are done and now I'm not so frightened of the "little people" the way I had been before. I don't know about me being by myself explaining all of Walton Ford's work (which is, by the way, a MUST see), but I think I can grow into showing different art to kids. It would just take some time. Well back to work and I'm sure I'll have more interesting stuff to tell. My next tour is today at 2:00. Well I'll come back soon!